Joanyee

Friday, May 3, 2013

One of those Days

Have you ever feelsss..
One of those days you feel that the whole world is against you..and you're feeling low because of a combination of reasons.. reasons which have no reason.
It's like one minute you just wanna caught up and another minute you just wanna out.. or probably you just want to hide in a little corner where nobody can see you. Sometimes i do miss the peaceful windy places.

One of those days in Glasgow..

Thursday, May 2, 2013

自己..

生活当中某人与某人的相识似乎真是冥冥之中的定数，好像每个人都是微乎其微的一粒尘埃，漫无目的地在空气中飘啊飘的，总是凭借着某个机会，凭借着某种力量，就会同另外的一粒尘埃发生一次碰撞，于是，谁都不是原来的那个自己了

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Lifeless blog?

Its been a while since I blogged. I think I should resuscitate this lifeless blog.
I think I must have stated at this page for few minutes, not knowing what to "pen down" haha..Its been too long since I've blogged. You might wanna tell me why do i even bother to blog again after 3 years. Well.. i don't know.. i just feels like doing it so I'm gonna try to get back into the flow of things.

Its been a year plus since i'm back to my home country..Looking for a job was probably the worst thing that i feels like doing. But I know when i started working, worse times are wating for me and yea the worse time is here.

Blogging could probably release my stress.. i believe it could..than drinking all times. Age is growing and its time to live my life.

Met my right one and he is most probably my forever. Being in a relationship is like flying kite, you can't pull too hard on the string at all time. It'll snap. You can't give it too much slack as the kite will come plummeting down. Flying this kite has been hard, but it has been the greatest ever. I haven't learn to give much slack..i always try to spend more time with this kite and never gonna let it down.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Christmas Market..

I didn realise that i negleted my blog again...

I'm somehow getting bored..bored of everything..bored of my job..bored of my life..

When i first moved here, i couldn't get used to the quiet(coz i'm a noisy gal). I missed home sometimes but i didn miss my student flat, which always made me feel like Gulliver, thanks to its miniaturised kitchenette and its three quarter-sized bath. I love the location where i'm living now, near the town, near the marketplace and a late night convenient store(my alcohol supplier).I've never had wild night and social lives here but i loved sitting on my stripy sofa looking out of the window (to see if there's any handsomes passing by..wakakka).

At Christmas it is quiet but before christmas i've seen families weaving around looking for the gaudiest decoration, eating oily doughnuts i could smell from far.

I went to few Christmas Market last year and i think Manchester is the best!..so here i am...

The Best Macaroons in the world!

Baked potatoes and Garlic Mushrooms~~

German Sausage

ChEeseeeey Soup..

Baileys..my FAV!

Mulk Wine~~~

Lastly clarise and i went for ice sliding...gosh..i'm screaming like no one arounds!

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Staff Nite Out..

Everyone was so excited to rush home and get themselves dressed up and er hem...after spending one hour in mix and match finally i found an outfit for myself. A pretty one ok..

I have always looked forward to the sessions of outting wit my colleagues though sometimes i feels boring. Coz that's the time to get down to business, to start revealing the secrets that made it all worthwhile. Sure, the process itself was rewarding, seeing how those hardworking and lazy colleague enjoy lifes. I sometimes wonder how come they seems to not have any stress or any problems. And the difference had come from applying those trite american rule to my own life. Obviously life is a journey. Ride through the potholes. Enjoy the views and lifes. Share it with your fellow passangers, realise they may get off at different stations and remember the end only you can choose your own destination. I often..used to speak falteringly..like a blunder that i've tried so hard to improve myself..I'm happy for now, like everything else in the past are like history which is unaccessible because i've grown up now and i have to move on.

Thinking few weeks back where i feel the acid of tears rise through my throat, and try to think of unemotional things. Working non stop acting strong to cover people's shift, declension of french verbs..anything to stop myself being alone..I'm not really happy with they way things are now, so it seems practical to do something bout it. Situation now motivates me to stay strong n work hard..I reckon what i really need is sleep!