Staff Nite Out..

Everyone was so excited to rush home and get themselves dressed up and er hem...after spending one hour in mix and match finally i found an outfit for myself. A pretty one ok..

I have always looked forward to the sessions of outting wit my colleagues though sometimes i feels boring. Coz that's the time to get down to business, to start revealing the secrets that made it all worthwhile. Sure, the process itself was rewarding, seeing how those hardworking and lazy colleague enjoy lifes. I sometimes wonder how come they seems to not have any stress or any problems. And the difference had come from applying those trite american rule to my own life. Obviously life is a journey. Ride through the potholes. Enjoy the views and lifes. Share it with your fellow passangers, realise they may get off at different stations and remember the end only you can choose your own destination. I often..used to speak falteringly..like a blunder that i've tried so hard to improve myself..I'm happy for now, like everything else in the past are like history which is unaccessible because i've grown up now and i have to move on.

Thinking few weeks back where i feel the acid of tears rise through my throat, and try to think of unemotional things. Working non stop acting strong to cover people's shift, declension of french verbs..anything to stop myself being alone..I'm not really happy with they way things are now, so it seems practical to do something bout it. Situation now motivates me to stay strong n work hard..I reckon what i really need is sleep!

My mates~

Annette my love~

原点..

拿了10天的假期陪一个朋友去玩~
我也顺便放松自己..

在这10天过的很简单去的地方也不多

还好我们去了游乐场让我玩得非常开心..
真的好像回到童年一样...

我想了很多东西也决定我这条路该怎么走...

我看不到我的未来但只少我能为现在做决定...

命运虽然是注定但它就好象风车一样可以转变..

人总是会在失去了才会珍惜..

我也明白到永远没有太迟..

人生如戏..戏如人生..

我成经认为我不幸福. 我这样的想法对吗??

但我本来就很幸福...因为我有个完美的家..
一直以来我都为任何小事都说烦..烦..烦..

我一路喜欢独立的我..不用靠任何人的我..什么是都自己解决的我..

可是我很害怕..很想回到过去..今天一切都改变了也就是我必须面对事实的时候..不得让我不烦..

我不在是以前的我, 在我的人生不会有害怕这两个字.

我会为我自己而快乐...

Lazinessss...

ouch ouch ouch..~~I'd forgotten about the state of my feet. Once i'm up at 6am early in the moning!! and i have to talk myself into the shower, into my uniforms, and definately into my shoes. Therefore i realise i'm always half and hour ahead my usual time and once i sit down on the sofa with a cup of milk..it is so much harder to make myself move again..It's friday nite!..i'm blogging at home !!???...

To be honest i've been overspending last month . Each item seemed to bring a whole new set of tasks::bills i'd opened and abandoned unpaid on the console table, make ups..hair sprays stored there because recently i only seemed to remember to use them if they were right under my nose and discarded layers of clothing i'd shed as soon as i got in at night. Even when i'd put everything washable into the washing machine and stowed everything else in drawers or corners or cupboards so random i'd suprised if i could ever find them again...

Exhausted~~..well anyway..i had a made a massive cleaning for the whole house!!..hurray~~

How i wish i could go back to my childhood life~~..

i like this game so much but i can't recall wat' the name of this game..snake ladder??

My 21st~

To be honest i fear for my birthday to come!..

Back to reality it's my 21st birthday!..

Thank you daddy, mummy, jie jie and my brother for waking up at 7 juz to wish me!

Thank you my zhi muiz for calling and messaging me throughout my birthday which makes me feels so touching!!

Thank you christina and clarise for giving me a suprise police theme birthday party! I swear i did expect u guys was planning something but unexpectedly the Police theme party!..

Thank you my frens in malaysia and uk for calling up ad msging ~~Appreciated!

ok...let's start of with my party instead of the grandmother speeches..

I was so conceentrating on the games and tada~~..here comes the birthday song and cake... Crying seems the more appropriate response, but my biggest fear is that if i start, i can't stop!
I took a deep breath ....
The nite was crazy and messy. We had curry rice as dinner following the prison laws back in malaysia. Unexpectedly everyone put thier best effort in dressing up and getting costumes!..I was so impressed with 2 guys dressing up as ladies!!..

My first wish is to wish my family in good health condition and happy always..My second wish is to wish al my frens to stay happy forever~..My third wish is a secret to be kept for myself~~!..haha

Italy the historical country..

After a month holiday and now i'm back to Preston with boringness*..I've always have great expectation of Italy. A country which is full of history and impressive building where i can still see it when i close my eyes! The world’s love affair with Italy continues. The beautiful country might no longer be a blushing bride but this most beguiling of countries still has the power to thrill, to throw up surprises and excite emotion. The wether was really hot as i nearly got sunburn because i forgot to bring my sunblock!!.

1. Rome

Rome is a city of contrasts and martial monuments. Trust me when you first arrive it is easy to see only traffic and hear only the hooters of vespers and cars. Therefore you frequently hear English voices and see people clutching their maps everywhere. Prices are higher than other cities as originally their prices is expensive! There are, however, many areas where you can see another side of Rome . There are quiet shady parks, hidden piazzas and spring water fountains among the world famous monuments and museums. One thing that i really don understand is the universities in Rome do not have language courses for students outside their own programmes. Isn't it weird? as most of the people in italy can't speak english!

2. Venice

a top travel city and a beautiful romantic destination for couple! Highly recommended to couples. It is small, traffic-free streets along the winding canals make for walking. I am suprise that there're not vehicles in center and i realize how stupid i am expect taking a taxi to the resort!. The city is so big and yet i have to walk all the way to my hotel and therefore the roads are really complicated trust me is really complicated!. Besides, you'll find many magnificent churches and palaces, lively squares, and interesting shops. Seafood is a big part of Venetian cuisine as are polenta and rice.

3. Milan

A beautiful place but dirty. Basically its the same as other cities as the street smells because most of the people owns a dog and their pets pees everywhere. Milan is most important fashion designers have concentrated their shops, boutiques, and showrooms in Milan's famous "quadrangle of fashion" district near the city's center. Other than the church is extremely impressive which i can't get it out of my mind~..there's nothing much in milan.

4. Florence

The shopping paradise! But visiting out of season, when it’s cooler and queues are shorter, is a little more restful. Nearly all of the main sights in Florence lie within the centro storico. However, there is so much classic art that even given the city’s small size, it’s impossible to see it all in a short visit. Go for quality, not quantity and don’t feel as if you have to see it all.

5.Pisa

Since the begining of tourism all i know about Pisa is just the Leaning tower, which serves around the world as a shorthand image for Italy. It is indeed a freakishly beautiful building, a sight whose impact no amount of prior knowledge can blunt. I did not explore much is pisa as i went there for only a day trip. unexpectedly! we met thieves but fortunately we got my dad's wallet back its a long story~