Everyone was so excited to rush home and get themselves dressed up and er hem...after spending one hour in mix and match finally i found an outfit for myself. A pretty one ok..
I have always looked forward to the sessions of outting wit my colleagues though sometimes i feels boring. Coz that's the time to get down to business, to start revealing the secrets that made it all worthwhile. Sure, the process itself was rewarding, seeing how those hardworking and lazy colleague enjoy lifes. I sometimes wonder how come they seems to not have any stress or any problems. And the difference had come from applying those trite american rule to my own life. Obviously life is a journey. Ride through the potholes. Enjoy the views and lifes. Share it with your fellow passangers, realise they may get off at different stations and remember the end only you can choose your own destination. I often..used to speak falteringly..like a blunder that i've tried so hard to improve myself..I'm happy for now, like everything else in the past are like history which is unaccessible because i've grown up now and i have to move on.
Thinking few weeks back where i feel the acid of tears rise through my throat, and try to think of unemotional things. Working non stop acting strong to cover people's shift, declension of french verbs..anything to stop myself being alone..I'm not really happy with they way things are now, so it seems practical to do something bout it. Situation now motivates me to stay strong n work hard..I reckon what i really need is sleep!
My mates~
Annette my love~
